27/08/09
Bewilderedi'm not here to pick up your pieces, i'm not here to cradle you from the world. yes, things have changed, but it's not like i had a choice. it hurt too much to just sit & wait for you to "come back." i moved on, from everything.
& i was always closer to her than you. just because i've known you for longer doesn't mean shit when it comes to how much i care for her & how much i care for you. it's completely different. i didn't even start getting to know you until the middle of ninth grade year. i've been close to her since seventh grade. see the difference?
things come, things go, life goes on. why can't you?
out of all the people i needed the most.
you didn't want me. you had who you wanted.
you got rid of me like i was a disease.
i was your shoulder to cry on, i was the one who was there for you.
did i deserve this?
no, but you did it anyways.
you never cared for me.
i just cared to much for you.
the time i actually thought that i meant something,
you threw it away with her name. that name.
i was there long before you even knew her!
but no. i was never good enough for you.
i was that little girl who wanted to be your everything.
when you told me you loved me i was filled with joy.
then you stabbed me in the back,
you were never my friend,
you were never anything to me.
and i loved you.
just not enough.
i was your greatest fan....
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-Omen.
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Imogen xoxox
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Friendship is born at that moment when one person says to another: "What! You, too? Thought I was the only one."
-C.S. Lewis
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Kiyhuri on myspace: [link]
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Death: It is your time, child.
Me: How would you know, you don't have a watch.
Death: ...touché.
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